My upcoming move is consuming most of my waking thoughts. Now that’s entered the next phase, in that I’ve obtained the resources to make it happen, applied for the ATI program in Thailand and have a specific date that I’ll be moving on, I can’t seem to dwell on anything else.
This of course, changes how I feel about my present job. Mind you, I am a dedicated worker. I’ve been trying just as hard as I always do to perform my best at work. Certainly, my sales numbers remain amongst the best in the district, but inside, my attitude has been altered.
I want to leave my current job on good terms. Who knows? When I come back to the USA, I may want to work there again. That said, I have been feeling a little freer to be myself at work instead of playing the role of consummate sales professional. I’ve been doing stuff in regards to merchandising and utilizing our resources that I just feel need to be done without worrying whether or not they are “company approved” or whatever. I then share my ideas and projects on the company intranet.
Ironically, this has gotten me some attention outside my store as someone whose willing to “think outside the box,” and a real go-getter. Ha!
For example, here for the holidays, I have done something to my uniform that is definitely NOT to dress code. I figured, if I have to wear a red vest all the time, why not make it Santa-fied?! Cut some strips of fake fur I got from the local fabric store into strips and pinned them on the hem of the vest.
My co-workers think I’m nuts, and I thoroughly expected the store management to tell me to remove my modifications… but it’s been 4 days now and they’ve said nada!